2004-1-1 - 2:00 a.m.
happy new year! i hope.
there are so many things i want to accomplish this year. and so many things i'm scared of. well, not scared, but nervous. no, not nervous...anxious. no, not really anxious. i don't know what i am. curious, i guess. impatient, maybe. i wish there were no such thing as money and we all just did what we enjoyed. and there were people who enjoyed things like picking up trash and digging graves. i want to do what i enjoy anyway. screw money. tonight bobby, dave, and i played through a few of my songs. i must say, it didn't sound half bad. that made me smile. i like smiling. i'm glad i met bobby. but where are the drums? am i asking for too much? i wouldn't think so. bands need drums. bills suck. sara called me from Brooklyn tonight. fun times in new york on new years. at least one would think. i called christy to wish her a happy new year....she didn't answer her phone. i'll tell her tomorrow. i called my sister. she didn't answer either. she was probably making out with someone....haha....yeah, right. at 11:35 dave and i called both of our parents betting who's would actually be up. i won! mine were up watching a movie. my sister and i gave them free rentals for Christmas. they have a dvd player and surround sound and everything...but never use it. ever. i'm glad they did tonight. we watched dave play a stupid video game most of the night. what a way to start the new year. we walked down the street to see some family shooting fireworks. we got there in time to see the last two. they yelled happy new year to us. that was nice. jerrod came over, too. i like him. tim said he'd come by. he didn't. rachel and micah said they might, too. they went to austin instead. i don't blame them. have i rambled enough? i think so.
cASEY
